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I get wayyyyy too involved. Political-ness leads to my emotions going all out of whack. PMS doesn't help either.


I just want to know why no one wants to say the Pledge of Allegiance anymore. I seriously think it is because people are too lazy because they say it to my face. And that is serious disrespect. Yes, in my mind.

So when I ask why you don't say it (over myspace), it doesn't mean post 100,000 bulletins to say "Shut the fuck up" in response. It means reply to ME. Or post a god damn comment to what I wrote. I really do want to know why. I want valid points.
What I am doing is called fighting, getting involved, something half the kids don't know about doing at our school and 3/4ths do without emotion, when they do get involved it seems to be more because they have to to get into college or their parents make them. Why am I the only one?

This pledge shit also includes fucking teachers not saying it by the way.


CLUE ME IN!

Fuckin fuck fuck fuck.

Fuck

I hate math right now because it is really confusing and I know I am not the only one confused but no one else fucking speaks up, I hate Bockol right now because he is so closed minded and the rest of Middletown (well almost) because they too don't open their eyes and see the big picture. WHAT THE FUCK is gonna happen when we suddenly start withdrawling troops left and right in one year like all these fucking presidential candidates want to do? Hmm? Bring the terrorists and shit here to kill our innocent children? That's essentially what it is gonna come down to. Think about it, it isn't about oil, it isn't about gaining political power, it's about people fucking dieing. GOD DAMN IT

And the fucking court case is in 3 weeks. I am scared to death but it isn't even me. You have no idea what this is like, let me tell you. This isn't a speeding ticket court case, this is pretty much a felony charge. FUCK. At least I have found someone who is honest yet comforting at the same time sort of. Gahh. FUCK.

Yeah.

Oh and another thing that bothers me, those of you who say I HATE BUSH WITH A PASSION but don't have ANY FUCKING FACTS TO BACK YOUR MOTHER FUCKING ASS UP WITH. I don't care if you dislike our president, you can protest if you want though I don't encourage it because think about what it is doing to our troops and everyone else al over the world. But the second you tell me you hate so and so but decline to answer when I ask why, or provide better answers then "Because we shouldn't be in Iraq." BULL FUCKING SHIT. This is our president that we are talking about, the leader or our free world, the person representing America for his whole 4 year term. Representing YOU. So bashing him is only making yourself look like a fool in other country's eyes PLUS the fact that you are simply disrespecting your country. He is the fucking PRESIDENT. And news flash: HILARY CLINTON ISN'T GOING TO GET US OUT OF THE FUCKING WAR. If she pulls our troops out all she will doing is bringing the damn war here, to your house, to your parents, to you. Now, would you prefer to keep it over seas away from home or do you really think it is so wrong that we should bring it here to where we live and call home.

BTW if you aren't saying the Pledge of Allegiance in the morning, there better be a well argued excuse for it. "I don't feel like it" isn't an excuse and it being the morning isn't an excuse. I can tell you right now that you are not THAT against God to say that one little word that inspired this nation, the place you live, the reason you can bash the president and say anything you would like (our nation is the reason...). Just because MTV thinks they are cool telling kids our age to stand up and fight everything imaginable going on doesn't mean it is right.

Yeah. Thanks... I am done for now.

Wellll. After 2 weeks of drivers ed, a huge ass essay (huge meaning 5 pages with tons of non-plagerizing documentaion), and other stuff I think this week will be a little slower (hopefully).

Friday I donated blood. I almost passed out :D. The lady was taking out the needle and doing other stuff when I like couldn't hear or see. She had later told me that I went really pale :P Eh, all in a day's work. The rest of the day I got a little light-headed every now and then but was pretty much fine. I loved the questions they asked though!!! It was pretty amusing.

Recital is coming up quick! I can finally attend the Nod Your Head rehersals in full after only being able to go to the last 2 for half an hour. My apprentice class is finished too. It's really cute! The costume is a dress with sequenes all over and I can't wait to watch them :DD

Hmm. Creamery went swell yesterday. I loveeeeeee the chocolate milk. I got to cut up cheese for the festival next weekend. YOU ALL SHOULD COME!!! Dunno where I will be though. Hopefully working somewheres with my Pika! I hope Casey can come for awhile too. I think she would like all the kittens that run around.

That's about it for me. I lead a relatively boring life that is rather uneventful. It's getting warmer out and I am getting all that much more excited for summer and warm weather 24/7. Maybe Mel, Jess, Pika, and I can all sleep in Jessica's camper sometime! That'd be greatttttt!!!! Until then I am going to gourge myself with food.

Okay, okay so get this.

I had to babysit today for my neighbors. They are 2 boys and they do not like me for the most part. Only because I have fairly strict rules and I don't like seeing their little hamster and cats being treated so ridiculously bad. Well mostly the hamster. But the kitties probably weren't far behind. Anywho, I was really cracking down on them today and the youngest boy was uber mad at me cuz he was trying anything to rebel. 

Oh well. Someone has to give them rules and make them respectable. 

My other 11 year old neighbor came over and helped me out. GAHHH I was thankful for him coming over. Good thing he isn't as destructive as he used to be cuz he has reallyyyy grown up a lot.

So I came home and complained about it to my mom and tried to think of ways I could solve it. Ate some more food. Dunno what else happened and then I went upstairs.

I have been fish-sitting for my other neighbors across the street. This wasn't the first time cuz they go away every now and then for a few days. Nothing new. I was about to feed Swimery (the fish's name) and Grandma was in there. She asked how he was doing. I was looking in there trying to find him and he was missing. I didn't freak out until I lifted the plant thingy in the bowl and shook it and I couldn't find Swimery anywheres. Then I looked on the floor to a dark mushy looking thing that I had thought was just a furball from King.


It was actually Swimery. GREATTTT. Not only was I the worst babysitter to the boys earlier but I killed a 4 year old's fucking fish. Luckily they weren't as heartbroken as I would have been and were willing to still pay me for having fed him xDDD

I think he might have jumped out of the bowl and then the cats played with him because when I first got Gabe and researched them, I found out they can actually jump out of their bowl and I freaked out... But Swimery also hadn't been eating so that might have been part of the issue.

Just a word of advice, you probably don't want me to babysit your kids nor pet-sit your animals because they will end up not liking me and might even kill themselves.